UPDATES

Sorry I haven't been on here and a long time I had allot of things going on but I am back. I have somethings we new to discuss like  prostitution at a all time high, people lying for no reasons, how the we can make the economy work for us and FAKE FRIENDS. Give me a few days and all of these post will be up with my experiences on the issues smh lol.

But right now I need you guys to go vote for you girl at www.topwebmodel2011.com/vote.php

"Being" Happy

We’re living in the physical being, we’re supposed to make the best our lives and prosper. Make every second count with our time here.  Realize this is an adventure called life.  We each and all have our own energies, it’s us who chooses.  Once we stop and release any control that we will feel that one may have over us that’s the minute we will be become happy with in ourselves in spirit. At times we feel as if we gave control to something or someone but the minute you stop believing in that control your life begins. Like I mentioned in an earlier blog some people try to attach on to our positive energy. If you feel that you must release them and their negative energy.  If we live here unhappy, we take that unhappiness with us in the spirit. We got to work on bettering ourselves and take heave to happiness and cherish it. I take every life lesson with great importance.” I always say I’ll try anything once” meaning I should of learned my lesson the first time.

Stalked

I thought I would share this story with everybody today. There’s a man that I dated for only 3 months. Now this man stalks me to no end. I haven't been with this man in over 7 months and he continues to terrorize me. We've been back and forth to court numerous times and he still doesn’t stop. I continue to hear the rumors he starts about me and the rumor are so crazy and bad I can’t even believe he would say this stuff about me. Especially when he know what a good girl I am. Some days I am like what do I do to make this man stop. He tells me repeatedly that if I won’t get back with him he going to ruining my name and the streets. He told me things like he would cut my face and burn my house down. My family is even scared of this man. I’ll never been stalked this way before he’s tried hitting me and he tries to come to my house. He calls me 60 times a days. How do you make a man like this stop? For the record I don’t date men like this I know my worth as soon as I saw he was crazy I ran the other way now I can’t get away from him.

How to be a self made model

You start with a photographer you like, I started with frankantonio.net. you decide what type of  model you want to be bikini, face, hair model. Once you do that you go and start your portfolio it shouldn't be that expensive it depends on the photographer. After that you can go to any magazine website your interested and being in and start submitting your pictures to them. Every magazine has an email to submit pictures to, to be featured in there magazine. I work out of NY but you can be from anywhere to model. There is allot of photographers like frank hotsauce, linkzmedia, frank antonio, Felix Natel etc. you can google all those names I just mention This how i got started.

Love

I was just reading everybody comments thanks for the feedback it means so much to me. I love you guys thanks again xoxo

Thankful

God has blessed me in so many ways and I am thankful for the relationship I have with him. I struggle just like everyone else does. I am not a perfect nor would I pretend to be pefect. I strive to be better and better everyday. I have negative people around me that try to steal my postive engery and its hurts but I heal. We're ALL going to be alright.

Proof Reader

WTH I am accepting applications for a proof reader my best friend/sister is trying to clown me and say my grammer sucks, Bitch, I love her. Yesenia Dasilva whateverrrrr (spanish accent)