Proof Reader

WTH I am accepting applications for a proof reader my best friend/sister is trying to clown me and say my grammer sucks, Bitch, I love her. Yesenia Dasilva whateverrrrr (spanish accent)

Staying focused

Staying focused, its hard nowadays its rough out here, and were all trying....  You can't let things stand in your way. There's always going to be walls and barriers that stand before us it's our choice to walk  away or knock them down. There's always a choice remember that??? Shit I say knock em down but I been knocking walls down for years and you know what...... More are just built "LIFE". I cant say that knocking these walls down hasn't made me stronger. I've dealt with so much and my life and I manage not to let it effect me as I move ahead but it starting to effect me now... "YES LORD"it is. I am still dealing with the shit.. I am a go hard type of person I am Leo, I am mean for my family and my friends of course and maybe some strangers lol I like being friendly you get blessings that way too.I am certain I am nowhere near done knocking these walls down, hell I am raising a child to be a man by myself. That's a situation all in its self.

Please I am not even married yet been close but I truly believe the Lord has things in store for us. I also believe we miss out on blessings when we don't wait for the signs and that's when the course of our life is changed. Iam trying to wait for the signs, I am little impatient lol. Remember when one door closes another door opens, I know what I want to do with my life. I think I planned my life out since I was 9 but getting there is the problem SMH. Things dont always work out the way we plan but get your self up, you dust your off, and get back on. I tweeted earlier dont work harder work smarter. Dont get mad just get your weight up!!!!!!!

Life is a Struggles

Life is a struggle and every day were rolling with the punches. You can't let your pass experiences effect your future decision. Stay true to your self and pray the lord will guide you. Every day is a lessons learned. Most of the time we don't listen to the signs that are put right in front of us. I am learning every day.

Proverb 23:3-4
So shall the knowledge of wisdom be unto thy soul. When thou hast is found it, then there shall be reward, and thy expectations shall not be cut.

Late Shoot

Yeah man I just finish shooting for thisis50.com and blackbookvips.com with Twin and Ivan those my homies foreal we had fun tonight. I think it went well and I got some hot shit too.

Also I got allot of video footage for you guys it should be out soon. I hope I don't look like a hoogie mama but I am just trying to give yall what yall want. I am feeling a little uncomfortable I think I might  need to hit the gym more but you guys can be the judge of that.

Well back to reality tomorrow I got three job interviews tomorrow so I need to take my ass to bed. For yall who don't know me I am a Administrative person its not all about modeling but jobs out here nowadays aint easy to find word up but wish me good luck.

Any way homies have a bless night and loving you goodnight *kisses*

Also this Blog is part of my new website that should be out and a week or 2. I hope you like?

Walk with Melissa, Ashlee Gray and Me

We need YOU to join Dennis' Daughters' Team for this year's AIDS Walk New York, and walk with us on Sunday, May 15th 2011. This year I'm walking in honor my friends dad who passed away April 12, 2010. Ashee Gray from Harlem Heights will also be walking so this should be fun :) and of course for a great cause.

AIDS Walk New York, the world’s largest AIDS fundraising event, benefits Gay Men’s Health Crisis (GMHC) and over 30 other tri-state area AIDS service organizations.  GMHC is the nation’s oldest and most comprehensive AIDS service organization, serving approximately 15,000 people living with HIV and AIDS and their families each year, and countless more through its prevention and advocacy work locally and nationally.

Register on our team today!
ONLINE: Visit http://www.aidswalk.net/newyork and click “Register to Walk” and “Join a Team,” then select our team name from the drop-down menu.
PHONE: Call the AIDS Walk office at (212) 807-9255(WALK).  Be sure to provide our team name when registering.

To learn more about our team’s involvement, or to register directly with Melissa, please contact her at monsantom@yahoo.com.  She will give you all of the details about our team, including pre-event fundraising activities and our plan for the day of the event.  She will also provide you with registration forms so you invite your friends, family, and co-workers to join our team.

Thank you for supporting AIDS Walk New York and for helping us put an end to this epidemic.


Melissa Monsanto

Running my mouth

I just recently had someone tell me I tell to much about my life. I just want everyone to know yeah I am a urban model but I got real life issues just like everyone else. I wake up with bad breath just like everyone else. I know you guys don't want to hear I am so pretty I am so pretty all the damn time. Plus I am a talk about myself before you can people just mad because I beat them to the punch lmao.

Being a Model

I been modeling since 2007 my first magazine was Smooth , since then I been featured in many publications I would like to become a house hold name.  I am taking modeling very seriously now I started and stopped so many times for many reasons like boyfriends, wrong managers, the haters. Modeling isn't easy it's not just about taking pictures some days you just want to say fuck it this is shit is for the birds. The advise I can give to the upcoming models take your time and you don't have to do anything you don't feel comfortable doing.

 I am a very straight forward woman and I say what I feel, but lately I been hearing people are upset with me. People I thought were business companions of mine are like fuck Mesha. This is the thing I have a publicist but I generally managed myself. Because I am a female and sometimes people try to pull wools over my head. and I won't stand for that. You wouldn't catch me secretly mad at you if I feel some type of way I will tell you because it would eat me up inside. It's a shame people are bitches and can't say "this is what I am upset about". There is time to time I will cut people off but that's when I feel they are hazardous to my health word up and you know who your are lol

If you ever met me in person you know I am sweet, silly and very friendly,