Stalked

I thought I would share this story with everybody today. There’s a man that I dated for only 3 months. Now this man stalks me to no end. I haven't been with this man in over 7 months and he continues to terrorize me. We've been back and forth to court numerous times and he still doesn’t stop. I continue to hear the rumors he starts about me and the rumor are so crazy and bad I can’t even believe he would say this stuff about me. Especially when he know what a good girl I am. Some days I am like what do I do to make this man stop. He tells me repeatedly that if I won’t get back with him he going to ruining my name and the streets. He told me things like he would cut my face and burn my house down. My family is even scared of this man. I’ll never been stalked this way before he’s tried hitting me and he tries to come to my house. He calls me 60 times a days. How do you make a man like this stop? For the record I don’t date men like this I know my worth as soon as I saw he was crazy I ran the other way now I can’t get away from him.

How to be a self made model

You start with a photographer you like, I started with frankantonio.net. you decide what type of  model you want to be bikini, face, hair model. Once you do that you go and start your portfolio it shouldn't be that expensive it depends on the photographer. After that you can go to any magazine website your interested and being in and start submitting your pictures to them. Every magazine has an email to submit pictures to, to be featured in there magazine. I work out of NY but you can be from anywhere to model. There is allot of photographers like frank hotsauce, linkzmedia, frank antonio, Felix Natel etc. you can google all those names I just mention This how i got started.

Love

I was just reading everybody comments thanks for the feedback it means so much to me. I love you guys thanks again xoxo

Thankful

God has blessed me in so many ways and I am thankful for the relationship I have with him. I struggle just like everyone else does. I am not a perfect nor would I pretend to be pefect. I strive to be better and better everyday. I have negative people around me that try to steal my postive engery and its hurts but I heal. We're ALL going to be alright.

Proof Reader

WTH I am accepting applications for a proof reader my best friend/sister is trying to clown me and say my grammer sucks, Bitch, I love her. Yesenia Dasilva whateverrrrr (spanish accent)

Staying focused

Staying focused, its hard nowadays its rough out here, and were all trying....  You can't let things stand in your way. There's always going to be walls and barriers that stand before us it's our choice to walk  away or knock them down. There's always a choice remember that??? Shit I say knock em down but I been knocking walls down for years and you know what...... More are just built "LIFE". I cant say that knocking these walls down hasn't made me stronger. I've dealt with so much and my life and I manage not to let it effect me as I move ahead but it starting to effect me now... "YES LORD"it is. I am still dealing with the shit.. I am a go hard type of person I am Leo, I am mean for my family and my friends of course and maybe some strangers lol I like being friendly you get blessings that way too.I am certain I am nowhere near done knocking these walls down, hell I am raising a child to be a man by myself. That's a situation all in its self.

Please I am not even married yet been close but I truly believe the Lord has things in store for us. I also believe we miss out on blessings when we don't wait for the signs and that's when the course of our life is changed. Iam trying to wait for the signs, I am little impatient lol. Remember when one door closes another door opens, I know what I want to do with my life. I think I planned my life out since I was 9 but getting there is the problem SMH. Things dont always work out the way we plan but get your self up, you dust your off, and get back on. I tweeted earlier dont work harder work smarter. Dont get mad just get your weight up!!!!!!!

Life is a Struggles

Life is a struggle and every day were rolling with the punches. You can't let your pass experiences effect your future decision. Stay true to your self and pray the lord will guide you. Every day is a lessons learned. Most of the time we don't listen to the signs that are put right in front of us. I am learning every day.

Proverb 23:3-4
So shall the knowledge of wisdom be unto thy soul. When thou hast is found it, then there shall be reward, and thy expectations shall not be cut.